Update on life.No one talks to me anymore.
I feel like I'm back in the 8th grade.
This sucks.
SorrySay it to my face today I know what you will say I'm still not good enough for you The purpose of my life is not to make you happy Vacum, bring up laundry. go get my book Nagging is all I heard from you do lately Everything I do is wrong in your eyes anyways Trying is just a waste of effort I got used to your constant screaming and yelling Wash the floors, take the trash out Work and school is my only escape from you No more walks for me, you said No friends, you don't like where they live Having fun controling everything I do and say? I feel like a servant &nSorry
UntitledSomewhere beneath the fake smiles and forced laughter There is a life crumbling to pieces slowly You are always "good" even at the worst times Bang. boom, scream, shout Self inflicing pain to get rid of your life But no such life so far No one notices as you walk along the edge of destruction Counting your scabs as a way to pass time Each cut or scar says something about you Old ones fade and you make deeper ones Despite all the good you have in your life I still listen to you talk about how to end your life Pain killers don't work and neither does your blade You haUntitled
before and after the mishapFrom the day I first met you, I knew you were something different I hate running though my head, thinking about before and after Nobody would stay online with me for 8 straight hours just to talk Before nobody would just call me just to listen to me crybefore and after the mishap
When I cried you were always right beside me, holding me close You were my partner in crime, my bestfriend, my other, my everything I swore at the time that you were the best thing that happened to me
Things changed really quickly when you went home It was nice to see you happy for once and you grew closer to me I put my life on the
TornThe clouds came rolling over my headTorn
Before I could do anything Five days I have been living hell
Then they somewhat went away Your back and I know your somewhat ok I know I should be happy for you But for some strange reason I'm not
Your fine but still too far away All I got was two small emails Saying you'll be on later But you never come online or never called Five hours a day just gone down the drain It feels like something is missing Something still isn't right I think you know it as well
I'm not concerned about myself It's you that I'm wo
Faded Onyx CanvasFaded onyx canvas, One for the left and one for the right, Mismatched laces are polluted and ragged, A turquoise ocean of butterflies and hearts to the left, An army of rainbow stripes,Faded Onyx Canvas
Rudy, ginger, yellow topaz, emerald, sapphire, and amethyst, to the left Holes worn into the fabric with frayed edges, Exposing black and white cotton below.
Sounds of busy streets, People shuffling their way along the sidewalk, Of crowded hallways, Students making their way quickly to their next class, Of music blasting through earbud headphones, Feet tapping along to
Behind My Silent LieThis is where I sit This is where I hide Behind my happy faces Behind my silent lieBehind My Silent Lie
I'm okay No I'm not I say that to get you to go away To make you remember me not
I'm fine no really its a lie But it makes you not worry So its okay right?
I'm cold I can't feel my hands Its not cold in here You just made me sad
I'm tired Yeah I didn't get enough sleep last night I was thinking of you And how I'm not alright
No, it doesn't bother me Just do what you're going to do If I stop you y
Sadness
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I wanna lay like this forever until the sky falls down on me <3
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Creeping like a communist, it's knocking at our doors, turning all our children into hooligans and whores//Reefer Madness
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