From the day I first met you, I knew you were something different
I hate running though my head, thinking about before and after
Nobody would stay online with me for 8 straight hours just to talk
Before nobody would just call me just to listen to me cry
When I cried you were always right beside me, holding me close
You were my partner in crime, my bestfriend, my other, my everything
I swore at the time that you were the best thing that happened to me

Things changed really quickly when you went home
It was nice to see you happy for once and you grew closer to me
I put my life on the line to save your well being
We broke up and then started going out again afterwards
Great times turned into good times, and I was still ok with that
But it hurt to find out you weren't the person I thought you were
I blame myself for letting you get so close to me

Nothing lasts forever and you cetainally weren't an expection
One minute you were here and the next you just banished into thin air
Who knew something as extreme of that event would happen
Before I knew it you were gone for good and I couldn't prevent it
All I can do now and count the days since you left and hope
I would have perfered to never to love at all than have loved and lost
For a first time I wasn't even able to hide my emotions from people

I can't sleep because you linger in my dreams every night
I can't think because, your all that ever comes to mind
I can't eat because, I'm still scared of what might happen
I can't breath because, you were like the air I breathed
I can't smile because, your the only thing I want
I can't laugh because, I miss you so much
I can't pretend anymore because, your the only one that matters to me